ezs note: Despite what you may think at times, you do have a friend! Please contact these people:
The Trevor Project: www.thetrevorproject.org
Trans LifeLine: www.translifeline.org
Family Acceptance Project: http://familyproject.sfsu.edu
Gender Spectrum: https://www.genderspectrum.org/resources/
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255